Alrightoh!

I’m startin this new blog today. It’s not exactly my first time to write crap online so I know how fun it could be! And it’s really exciting to be anonymous.

So I just concluded my whole online saga earlier. I guess some major brain cells got zapped and I realized that I’ve been spending too much time online lately. By ‘too much time’, I mean I hardly think of anythin else but what to write or do next for my awezum webzite, how do I frkn level-up my online gaming character, and how to score chicks on the worldwideweb. I’ve been so hooked to writing sh*t, mingling/chatting with strangers, and tryna look awfully good online that I’m missing my real life bigtime! And it really hit me. I looked in the mirror and I’m not sure it’s me lookin back (yep, just like Niki Sanders) and the reflection kept on asking me, “what the hell happened to you?”

But it’s not just that. I’m cutting ties with the online world (all online accounts went to hell except for this one) because I wanna change. I wanna be a better guy. How cheesy is that? But yeah, I wanna be more mature, more handsome, and sexier (Judy Ann, you inspire me). I have my reasons and I’ll be lying if I deny that a chick’s involved. It’s just that I easily get jealous and all my insecurities start popping out like zits on a poor teenager’s face. I always think, damn no one would ever love or even like me if I stay at 155lbs++ so yeah it’s high time I do somethin about it. It’s simple: I’m gonna walk my frail body to the gym and I’m gonna work on it hard. I’ve also set rules for my food so I won’t ‘go bigtime’ while bringing sexy back. It’s time to get serrrious, baby!

Oh well, now I need to get a much needed shuteye. I’m off to buy a new pair of crocs tomorrow! Yey! And it’s gonna be gym-day on Monday, I promise!

Peace!

Spence